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Sunday, May 06, 2007
a day almost everything went wrong...
while sleeping many ppl call and msg mi very pissed la.. can't sleep properly... argh!!! skip miss chen lesson today lols.. woke up in the afternoon went down for my lunch at the coffee shop..
saw ken, qin , ri yong and hong guan.. had fried rice den finish le went up sleep awhile bath went to meet her...
we arranged to meet at 3.30 at the void deck but she kind still in the process of dressing up den she ask mi to come over to her plac to wait for her... i should have gone over yet i sae i'll wait for her at the void deck... jus wtf ??? i make a bit fuss over the 30mins that she's late den we end up quarrelling.. before i met her i told myself tat it's her birthday today and i mus give in mus give in mus ren mus ren but yet i fail...
she went back home den i follow suited.. and almost din wanna take the present i got for her.. luckily she took it.. saw her mum den ask mi wat happen den i say we quarrel.. i'm so ashamed to even face her parents let alone entering her hse when she ask mi to wait for her at the living room.. went to sit outside her hse there den jus totally feel so lost... reali din know wat to do.. her mum kept asking mi to go in but i'm jus to ashamed to go in lor, hope she wun get the wrong idea.. we supposed to go find my mum de as my mum brought something for her.. den she refused to go.. den i over LL lor.. din know wat to do, so stress... told her tat wat happen had happen.. y not jus try to make things better..? den she scold her dog, so cute la.. i can;t control and burst into laughters... the same goes for her..
den i went down alone to find my mum collected her present den went down to clarke quay to meet up wif her and her family.. had dinner at riverside indonesia... and tats the onli part where everything is alright...
today supposed to be a happy day de but i ruin everything... haiz.. jus feel very sad the moment i think of that.. unable to make her happy especially today on her birthday... make her sad and even cry la.. jus dunno how to comfort her and make her happy... words which come out from my mouth should never have come out... i'm very sorry darling... i jus duno wats up wif me... i dun wan things to be turned out this way de, i seriously dun wan... i had planned everything swee swee but haiz...
guess everything will soon changed even thou tats not something tat i wanted after hearing wad she say.. things r gonna be diffcult and very different already... and it gonna be very hard for us to be together for long if she thinks tat way... sometime jus feel like doing those stupid stuffs but went i think again it's not worth it.. on the streets saw so many ppl *******, i also wan to.. jus wanna feel relax but she dun like it.. but when i look at her and she gave mi the smile of hers, somehow i think tat everything is worth it and stop myself from thinking of it...
when i keep quiet, many thots r running though my mind... should do this should i do tat... jus feel so fuked up rite now!!! reali hate myself the moment i thot about wat had happen... but wat had happen has happen and i can't change it... ARGH!!! JUS FUCK U LA GILBERT!!!! FUCK U!!!!
i'm sorry darling
din ask for all this to happen de
i'm sorry......
Look what u have done by Jet
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
12:50 AM
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